I never went as far as to call myself an atheist. I guess I have been a God fearing man my entire life even though I have had some serious doubts in recent years. And if I’m being honest to myself right now, I still have some doubts.
But very recently I decided to put my doubts away. I decided to just go with it. Allow myself to believe in everything and see how my life changes. Will I become a better man? A better husband, father, friend, son, worker? Will I become more valuable? I never really gave Christianity a chance. I went to church when I was young but ever since I became an adult I have not given it a chance at all.
So I turned off Howard Stern and sports radio and I turned on Joel Osteen and the local Christian station. Starting in August of 2016 I am allowing God and Jesus into my life. At least for 1 year…..